Undone Written by Anam Sufi
吾愛難圓--安南·蘇菲
The orchestra of our past carries on listlessly
我們過去的樂章無精打采地奏著
Erratic, yet somehow segued, like time
不斷跳章,卻就這么不停地奏著,就像時光
And all of our choices embalmed incubate the senses
而我們所有的刻骨銘心的抉擇悄然醞釀著情感
The smell of your skin
你肌膚的味道
The sound of your breath
你呼吸的聲音
The question mark curve in your ear
你耳朵的輪廓
Now these seem hollow, like the nape of your neck
然而如今都變成虛無,正如你的頸背一樣
Where once I touched and felt you
那是我曾經(jīng)觸摸感受你的地方
Alas. Remember the end, outside the Admiral
呵,還記得故事的最后,在酒館外
I inhaled I exhaled Reflecting
我吸氣 呼氣 沉思著
I didn't notice you arrive but you stood there alongside me as the rain fell down
在大雨中,你就站在我的旁邊,我卻沒有感覺到
I don't think this was a good idea
我覺得我們不該在一起
I said lying
我說謊道
You shuffled your weight on both feet
你不斷地躊躇著
And I knew you wanted to say something
我知道你有話想說
I didn't let you
但我沒有讓你說出口
And you disappear like mist suspended in sight
然后你如薄霧般消失在了我的視野里
Betrayed by my grasp
從我的指縫中溜走
How I wish I'd run after you and said
多么希望我當時能追上你,說
"Hold me like you would a photograph, from the edges and lightly"
輕柔的擁住我,就像是小心翼翼地從邊緣輕輕拿起相片那樣
Because anything more and I'll be stained
因為再重一些我就將沉陷
Sullied by the desire of what would always and inevitably leave me undone
陷入那種對你無法自拔的渴望中,吾愛難圓