That may be, but Lily Allen is finally admitting she owes Elton John an apology for holding a grudge against him over his lack of response to a letter that she later realized she never sent.
莉莉·艾倫最終承認(rèn),她應(yīng)該向埃爾頓·約翰道歉,因?yàn)樗龑?duì)他沒(méi)有回信的行為心存怨恨,后來(lái)她意識(shí)到自己從未寄出那封信。
Allen recounted the story on the BBC podcast "Miss Me?" she cohosts with Miquita Oliver.
艾倫在她與米奇塔·奧利弗共同主持的BBC播客《Miss Me?》中講述了這個(gè)故事。
"I used to be managed by Elton John," she explained. "He would call me like once every couple of weeks to check in and say hi and make sure I was okay. And there was some times in that period where I wasn't okay."
“我曾經(jīng)是埃爾頓·約翰的經(jīng)紀(jì)人,”她解釋道。“他每隔一兩周就會(huì)打電話給我,詢問(wèn)我的情況,問(wèn)候一聲,確保我一切都好。而在那段時(shí)間里,有時(shí)我并不好。”
"We parted ways, and I wrote this long letter to say how sad I was about the situation and that there was a big Elton-shaped hole in my life," she continued. "Over the next few years as my life began to sort of spiral out of control, I held much resentment for the fact that I'd made myself very vulnerable in this letter and told him all about my sobriety, and I was quite cross with him for a few years."
“我們分道揚(yáng)鑣,我寫(xiě)了一封長(zhǎng)信,表達(dá)了我對(duì)這種情況感到多么悲傷,以及我的生活中有一個(gè)巨大的埃爾頓形狀的空白,”她繼續(xù)說(shuō)道。“在接下來(lái)的幾年里,隨著我的生活開(kāi)始有點(diǎn)失控,我對(duì)于我在這封信中表現(xiàn)得非常脆弱,并告訴他我所有關(guān)于戒酒的事情,我對(duì)他懷有很多怨恨,我對(duì)他生氣了幾年。”
To clarify, Oliver asked if Allen's resentment stemmed from John's lack of response, which the singer and actress confirmed.
為了澄清,奧利弗問(wèn)艾倫是否對(duì)約翰的缺乏回應(yīng)感到怨恨,這位歌手和演員確認(rèn)了這一點(diǎn)。
"I thought it was mean of him, and then when I moved here to America, I was unpacking and I found the letter," she admitted. "I never sent it! Elton, if you're listening — which you're probably not — I love you and I no longer harbor that resentment towards you."
“我覺(jué)得他那樣很過(guò)分,然后當(dāng)我搬到美國(guó)后,我在整理行李時(shí)找到了那封信,”她承認(rèn)道。“我從未寄出過(guò)!埃爾頓,如果你在聽(tīng)——雖然你可能不會(huì)——我愛(ài)你,我不再懷有對(duì)你的怨恨。”
Perhaps this explains some of Allen's more bizarre behavior when it comes to John. In 2008, the two hosted the GQ Men of the Year Awards in London, during which Allen was visibly drunk on stage. When John suggested that Allen should lay off the champagne, she replied, “F--- off, Elton. I’m 40 years younger than you. I have my whole life ahead of me.”
也許這可以解釋一些艾倫在與約翰相關(guān)的行為上更為古怪的舉動(dòng)。2008年,兩人在倫敦共同主持了《GQ年度男士大獎(jiǎng)》,當(dāng)時(shí)艾倫在舞臺(tái)上明顯喝醉了。當(dāng)約翰建議艾倫應(yīng)該少喝點(diǎn)香檳時(shí),她回答說(shuō):“滾開(kāi),埃爾頓。我比你小40歲。我還有整個(gè)未來(lái)。”
He wittily retorted, "I could still snort you under the table."
他機(jī)智地回答道:“我仍然可以把你灌倒在桌子下。”