I feel a little scared about if I, you know, just walk down the street.
如果我走在街道上的時(shí)候,你知道,我會(huì)有點(diǎn)害怕。
Cops might just think I'm doing something bad.
警察會(huì)覺得我在干壞事。
And then, if I try to explain to them, they won't listen and just start beating me up...
然后,如果我嘗試去跟他們解釋,他們是不會(huì)聽的,然后開始打我...
...and doing terrible things to me.
...還對我做一些很傷的事情。
I think there's like, this anxiety that kind of comes with being biracial,...
我覺得,作為一個(gè)混血兒會(huì)感到焦慮...
...like the kind that eats away at you.
...好像它們在侵蝕著你。
Almost like you have to prove yourself like you're one of the other.
就好像你必須要證明你自己只是其中之一而已。
For example, I hate the phrase "you're not black" all the time.
比如說,我很討厭別人總是說“你不是黑人。”
People sometimes think like, I'm supposed to talk ghetto or whatever that is.
有的時(shí)候人們會(huì)覺得,我講話方式應(yīng)該像貧民窟的人那樣或者其他什么的。
"Oh, she uneducated because she's African-American."
“噢,她那么無知是因?yàn)槊绹谌恕?rdquo;
Because I'm Hispanic or Latino, I can't have a lot of money.
“因?yàn)槲沂侵v西班牙語的或者是拉丁美洲人,所以我沒有錢。”
Just this weekend, I went with my friend to Urban Outfitters and we went shopping...
就在這個(gè)周末,我跟我朋友去城鎮(zhèn)的戶外用品店買東西...
...and I really wanted to try on this dress.
...我真的很想試試那條裙子.
And then, this lady there, she's kinda like watching me...
然后,那個(gè)女士,一直盯著我...
...and it's like, I'm not gonna steal it or anything.
...我又不會(huì)把它偷了還是怎樣。